Dear Suicide: Your visits are coming often again, like we are playing hide and seek. I've been hiding for quite sometime, but I'm getting super weak.

Dear Suicide: You've called my name before when I wasn't very strong, but I soldiered up and always kept moving right along.

Dear Suicide: You sound like a breath of fresh air from the pain I'm enduring this year. I think of you a lot, but you're still not ever near.

Dear Suicide: The pain just doesn't ever stop, I take the pills and do the work, but it always seems to flop.

Dear Suicide: I've been so strong before, but lately you are beating down every single door. Everywhere I go, I just hear you scream for me more.

Dear Suicide: My kids really need me, but I know you'll take away the guilt I feel when my babies see their mother falling apart.

Dear Suicide: I never deserved this heart, it was meant for other people from the very start.

Dear Suicide: Is this life even mine? We spend so much time together, I can't even decide.

Dear Suicide: I still take my pills, your visits are unwanted and I do not want to be killed. But you're breathing down my neck and I'm aware that you're there, but I can't go yet because there are people that need me.

Dear Suicide: Please just stop visiting me, the flashes of what could be, I do not need. A life without you is all I ever wanted, but a life without me seems more warranted.

Dear Suicide: I'm still soldiering on but I don't know how long, I just need to breathe air without the pain all around. Everything hurts, all I do is cry, the nightmares are endless and I just want to die.

Dear Suicide: You won't take me yet, I have things to do and a little hope left in my head.

Dear Suicide: This isn't the end just yet, you'll always be a thought in my heart and a hope in my head. I won't pull a trigger or take any pills, I'll go when it's natural without your hands at the wheel.

Dear Suicide: For now I'm still surviving and some day soon, I will start thriving.

Dear Suicide: I wish this was goodbye instead of see you later.

Dear Suicide: The fight goes on.