The love we had is too simple and deep. Just the way we like it. I just dont know why along the way, we have to ask for more and look for something better. Why we have to choose between staying and letting go. Suddenly, the picture perfect fantasy becomes a blur. We both didnt want this to end abruptly. But it's bound to happen. We have to separate ways so we can find ourselves again after losing it in the headquarters of our love affair. Mahal, I know I love you. And I know it's still you. But i am drowning right now in too much pain, fear, regrets, and confusion. I'm still submerged underneath the deepest and coldest of waters. It will take time. With all these crashing waves comes clarity and peace. And when I'll learn how to swim, I hope we'll find each other again.