You are the bestestestest daddy in the entire world, and I just needed to tell you that.

I can’t stop thinking about Christmas, how I want to show you how much I love you, take care of you, and cook with you. I hope I can do everything just right to make it one of the best Christmases you’ve ever had.

I keep thinking about the way you grab my waist and pull me onto your lap. It feels like my favorite place in the world, safe, warm, and perfectly yours.

I know things haven’t been easy for you lately, even though you keep it all inside. I can’t wait to give you massages, to be your little maid, and to make sure you can relax as much as possible. I want to be everything you need, to love you, help you, and remind you you’re not alone.

I can’t wait for you to give me those cute little braids, the kind only you can do.

The only bad part will be knowing it’s not permanent. But I hope, so deeply hope, that someday it will be. I don’t want to spend any more time without you, without a place where I can always feel you near me, where every corner holds a piece of you.

So soon, please. Let it be so soon.

I love you forever and always -your 🐒