It's weird to be close to you and not be able to see you. You should be there my love, but I understand perfectly why you're not here.

I don't blame you, you know. As the old you told me when she called me, even after so much time, everything is natural when we are together. I wish she could have told me that Michigan is better than Ohio, or not, I just wish I could enjoy her.

I understand all the reasons why you are away from me and I know why the TV made her call me back. It symbolizes everything that happened, and I'm happy that she want to share my life and be my wife from now on. And I hope that you are agree and it suit you.

There's still a long way to go, but I think we know where we're going from here. A friend told me that you should be able to read everything I wrote to you, especially since you were the one who fought for me as I did for you a long time ago. I know you've forgotten, but you'll know if I'm lying or not if I'm speaking here. I hope you'll understand why you're the woman of my life and why no obstacle is unbearable for us.

We are two systems that gravitate around each other. Some may try to separate us, lie to you so that you serve them and use you. But between you and me there is only love. I know that you have changed is that you are no longer the woman you once were.

But that doesn't stop me from wanting to share your life and be there for you. I will continue to wrote for you as our mutual friend ask me. I think that you deserve to know my side of the story.

I know that people abused you and your weird memories. But I'm the guy who one day took care of all of you and it's the only thing I want from you, be on your side. I don't care if I'm just a friend, the woman I love lives in you and it's my duty to do everything I can for the two, and more of you.