I'm not writing this to tell you anything remarkable groundbreaking it's funny. I've listened to you thousands of times not yet. Once have I observed you ever having a thought that maybe I had walked away already. But maybe I had lost trust and respect in you 💞 that maybe I was only disappointed when I looked in your direction. So yes, a lot of the times I look away from you while speaking. God God damn it. Do you know how? Disheartening and sick. It makes me feel to look you in the eyes when you're obviously full of s*** and not get angry or sad. To think that you have any credibility at all that will excuse your behavior from that point. This is absolute lunacy. But I don't feed into it. I don't tell you what to do. Just yuck. I've done nothing but respect you which is why I write all this here. I hardly expect you to change because no one ever does. I just don't think that I want to even be around you much longer as you are not the person that you professed you were. so check yourself before you even begin to tell me what I need to consider. I have moved on from you and though I will never sit here and hate on you or deny you any courtesies. There is a difference between being an asshole and being someone that deserves respect. I hate that you can't see any of that. By the time that you get back. Most likely I'll have gone somewhere else and no I will want my space because let's face it you just can't deal with the possibility that who you have shown me is someone that is nothing but a shit head. I watched everything that was attractive melt away the other morning. While you were being abnoxious and trying to humiliate me in public. I will never forget that or feel safe to go anywhere with you again. If you do the things you do how can you even sit here and say that you are a friend or trying to help or bringing light into the world 🌎😶‍🌫️⚡🌊 Naw I'm gonna pass... You have the best of luck with all that Maybe one day someone will show you something that will help you be that and more. I don't wish you any bad will or disrespect. I just wish I had never seen you break like that.