God I hate this place. No not the world, Reddit. I hate it because this is where we met. You responded to my post and though we knew that the other existed because of the community we were in, I still didn’t know you. We chatted and it was an instant attraction. I don’t know why or how but for me it was there.

I got to know you more. We had plenty of voice and video chats and it was really nice. I didn’t realize that 6 months in and I would feel how I did, how I still do feel about you. You were accepting of me and all the things that came with me. It was so nice to have someone that wanted me as much as I wanted them.

But out of nowhere you just vanished. Like I never existed. Like I meant nothing. Not even a message to say you couldn’t do it anymore. God that would have been better than the gigantic hole I have. Everyone keeps saying time will heal you. I don’t want to wait on time, I want to be healed now. I I want to forget it even happened. I want to delete it all just so that I don’t go back.

You kept me happy, and I wanted to commit myself to only you. Now I’m just lost. Looking for something to cover this hole I have inside. It’s eating at me so slowly that it hurts. I’ve scowered this sub hoping and wishing that I find a letter here from you but it’s a pipe dream to think that I ever will find you again. If I did anything to wrong you I am truly sorry. Time just move faster so that I can get over this and not feel this immense pain and sadness. I’m still around M if you ever want to talk to me again.