Taylor,

You should have read what I wrote to you. You should have to read about the pain you caused. I understand your initial response was out of guilt and defense, but I did not deserve what you did, no matter how you look at it. What I have done in the past or what he has done in the past does not explain away your actions. Even if what you said was true, I didn’t do anything compared to what you have done to me. I deserve a real apology, not one where you’re just hoping I won’t cut you off from him. You thought he valued you but he made you fall on the sword. He threw you under the bus. You’re a predator of pain and weakness and you feed on it to make yourself feel physically validated. I will heal whether I choose to forgive you or not. But I know for a fact that I deserve to hear a genuine “I’m sorry” from you. None of that fake shit you fed me for 3 years.

M