I thought everything was great. I thought we were good. Even from far away I could feel your presence with me. We hadn't even really met face to face yet but I looked forward to the day we did. I honestly wish I knew what happened. I wish I knew what I did to make you completely disappear from me. My only regret is that I didn't tell you fully how I felt about you. If I'm being completely honest, I was falling in love with you. I know it wasn't very long but I was. I was seeing you in my future. Us having a great time together and just being in that healthy and loving relationship we both talked about. Now you're gone. Without a trace. Nowhere to be found. I keep reading our text and thinking if I maybe missed something. I had to change my Spotify list and take all those love songs you sent me off because I just can't bare the thought of you and not knowing why you left. I really hope you're okay, and that you find happiness. I'll eventually move on. I always do.