I honestly didn't believe it when they first told me. I was so much in shock and fear. We were just hanging out the night before for your birthday, we went out for Thai food, went hiking , and you were so happy. No one expected the car crash where you drove off a cliff. No one expected you to die days after your birthday and celebrating your life that we would be mourning your death the next weekend. I couldn't eat, I felt so sick. You were my best friend. Hearing all my struggles with life and ex girlfriends and work and just being one of the few people in the world to understand me and give me grace. And I didn't get it. You went to church and repented of your sins the week before. Wouldn't God be preparing you for some great work or ministry. Little did I know he was preparing you to go home. I pray for your family everyday and visit your gravestone and have panic attacks when I drive. I miss you. You were truly a great friend.