When you called today I didn't know it was you. The shock was all encompassing. It reverberated through to my core. My soul weeps, logic dictates that I should shun you completely; however longing replaces logic as I remember the depths I witnessed through your eyes. Pain creeps through as I completely disregard my experience, I empathize for you trying to understand your perspective. I should be angry. I should be.... anything other than lonely. I don't really care what anyone thinks of me. I know who I am. You deserve better. I want you to have better. So don't worry about me. Your lies continue to effect my life in ways I have yet to comprehend. I'll never hold it against you. I hope peace comes to you, and happiness follows.