I loved you. You looked me in my face and told me what you really think about me. The spitting was unnecessary as you have spit in my face since you met that trash you gave our special bond for. So I’ll move on. And I’ll do it quickly too! to forget I ever begged you to love me and desire me.

I’m beautiful and sexy. And I know it. I wish you did.

I’m done dimming my light to be seen by you. I can’t be myself around you, there’s a daunting pain in the thick silence between us. The sex has become just thrusting…. I feel no love or emotion at all with it….

Go find her and I’ll go find my “him” and one day I’ll get my “his and hers” sinks and get to build a life with someone. And pick out decorations for our living room and shit maybe get a dog together. A real life. You sold me a dream you had no intention of fulfilling. Thanks asshole. Keep your cigarettes. You’re insecure because you know what I have to offer is amazing and beautiful and what you offer me is garbage. So you’re always very nervous I’ll catch on that I deserve better than you ever give me. Bad news, I did. You’ll never get a call a text a tear a thought from me after this letter. We went a week without words….lets go for a lifetime 😉💔🖕🏻🖤🖤

Go talk to them and give them your time and energy. It’s no longer requested or wanted over here

Ya heard?

Thank you for setting me free. Now onto the love of my life and the happiness I OH SO DESERVE god knows I haven’t felt anything that resembles love come my way since February. And there’s plenty of people lined up begging for the opportunity …no…PRIVLEDGE….to give it to me.

My line is open and I’m ready to take that call. I’m excited to give my love to someone and be there for them and hold them and engulf them with the security that as long as we’re together they will be okay. I got them. No matter what. I’ll do whatever it takes to make sure they good. I’ll forgive them when they mess up and bail them out when they’re in a tough spot forever and always. Not a word, person, judgement will ever stop me from having their back and they will have mine. God I’m excited for this new adventure! Just thinking about it gives me tingles of excitement to BE LOVED?!?!? that’s all I’ve ever wanted I’ve given it plenty but I know it’s around the corner. And I’ll have get it. Thank you for letting me go so I can openly receive it. I accept it was never going to be you.

I’m not your baby. You are not mine. I have no feelings love or hate for you any more. You are but a stranger I’ll pass by without a word if I ever saw you again. I am love in every sense of the word and that’s unfamiliar to you cuz you seep hate. So in that store you’ll pass right by me too. Thank god.

Forever and always, June 20ths mistake