It's funny how things were. I chased you for two years of on and off. N look who ended our 2 year relationship.... Me.

I've been listening to the playlist with all the songs that remind me of you. Gives me back memories of all the poems i wrote about you. You brought out so much raw emotion from me. I'm not sure how we fell apart.

I turned on that light gift u gave me. However I'm not yours no more, unlike the song title u wrote on the glass light up gift. I miss you, R. I wish you fought for us more. I'd give u the world.

I'm not a patient girl. But i waited for you. I waited to see you come out of that dark cloud. But it swallowed you hard and left no crumbs. You left me hanging. I waited and waited. My patience gave up. I told u we wouldn't break up unless we lost what we had. It was great.

N now I'm waiting for you. And for us to entangle once again. But we are 300 miles apart. Not how we were two years ago. Same building but 2 floors apart. I miss those late night times.

So call me. I miss you. ...

R, let's see if we reunite in the future.

I'm sorry blue.

Yours, Lulu