J, there’s only so much someone can say before giving up, well I think I’m giving up. Had told you in so many words that I’d wait for a year or two or decade if I had too for you, but I think I’ve changed my mind. I mean in reality it’s only fair, right? Why should I wait for you? I’ve been trying to reach out to reconcile, even if that means we stayed friends or just acquaintances, because I know I hurt you and you didn’t deserve it. Here’s the thing; if you still had any spark of feelings for me at all as I do you, you would make some sort of effort, like I have been. I see now that that it means fuck all to you and the realization has finally dawned on me. Can’t love someone who doesn’t give a shit. So dear J, find your peace and live your best life. May the elder gods bring you you all that you want and more.

R