There are days where missing you hurts. Then I'm reminded how you can't ever accept the blame for anything that goes wrong in your life. And I'm the fucking bitch that's sending you to prison. No I'm not. You chose to get bail jumping charges, you chose to run from the cops, you chose everything you have done. I admit that not admitting fault the 1 day was my bad but that isnt what you will end up doing time for.. And it's not my fault that friends of 20 years don't have much to say to you... just nice & ouch. I hope you are happy finding the junkie of your dreams. Lol. I have moved on. Josh & I are happy together. You were right we would be good for each other. I loved you more than I loved myself & you completely shattered everything I believed in & worked towards but I will be okay. I was the best I had ever been... in love, successful career, independent, happy but you had to be a pos over & over continuously lying too. I hope all those men & women you pnp with was worth it cuz I told you 1000x I didn't feel like enough because no matter what I did for you it never was good enough