I'm sure you feel what I feel. I know you want what I want. I know you're scared and you're tired of not finding what you deserve. I've heard you longing for simple real love and for trust and for someone to call home that won't crumble or wither over the years. I believe that you know how you feel and you are constantly growing and learning about yourself with each day. It makes it hard to know what's what sometimes. Both our futures are up in the air these days. We don't know which way to go and what direction is going to be the right choice, we do know we deserve a break and some safety for once but hey that's life I guess. I'm rambling sorry. What I came here to say is that I know why there is this waiting period now. I know you want to see if this version of me is what it seems at first glance. It's a reasonable approach and I don't fault you for it one bit. I do however want to say this and it's a what if but it's potentially an important one. What if we are all that we need ? Somewhere safe and supportive, some place we can be who we are and not second guess or feel afraid we won't be understood. What if the rest would fall into place if we just focused on the one thing that we can see and reach and hold on to in the whirling chaos of life.... There's nothing you could do or say that would ever change my mind about loving youif thats what you are afraid of somehow then dont be silly. I get that you're scared or unsure about what's next, but maybe, just maybe we aren't meant to find out alone maybe we're supposed to find that next chapter hand in hand. Idk but I'd bet every dollar I've ever made that together we could navigate anything we ever needed to and if it's just a leap of faith standing in our way then on the count of three..... Two...... One......

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