From the bottom of my heart. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I wasn’t stronger. I’m sorry I didn’t stick by you. I’m sorry I was weak. You have been the most amazing person. The most beautiful soul. The most incredible human I ever met. You have such a gorgeous most amazing heart. I hope you find happiness and peace in your life. I genuinely hope you find someone who will love you for who you are and were. Who will stick by you no matter what because you deserve all the happiness in the world.

Thank you for giving me years and years of happy memories. I hope you can forgive my selfishness one day. If I didn’t leave I wouldn’t have lasted. You were hurting me too much. Please know that I gave it my all and only left when you left me with no other choice.

I wish I was better at articulating my feelings but I hope you understand how much I love you and I always will till the end.

You’re my first and only love.

It’s a damn shame the way things turned out but somethings are out of our control. I hope you can forgive me one day. I wish I could hug you one last time. I’ve missed your cuddles so much.

Please please please take care of yourself. I’m so proud of you. You’ve come so far! You’re an inspiration. I hope you find the help you need. I hope your demons go away. I don’t believe in god but I still pray for you.

I love you forever and always, A