I feel like a fool. You up and just went away. I thought you were able to have a conversation, to talk, be reasonable. I'm not mad you left, I'm mad I wasn't even worth enough to give an explanation. You have been distant, cold and completely closed off. You don't owe me anything, but why come back after I wrote you? Why not leave me alone. Why tell me you want to support in a best friend way? Why say you are a really good friend? Why just out of the blue text me and peace out. Makes me feel like a fool for believing you gave a shit enough to at least tell me what was going on. You tell me I need to figure my shit out - well I did. Guess it's your fucking turn. I don't think you understand that I don't need you in my life, I want you in it. Just like in the past, I am guessing you decided something making a whole bunch of assumptions. Just like in the past, I bet they are completely wrong.