Love for me has been tainted by you beyond any measure I have the ability to understand at this point. I have thought of you as a goddess, the way you spoke, the way you laughed, the way you would glide across a room as the next moment in your life necessitated you to be there. I remember speaking to you on the phone and the love from my heart would fill the room, but I also remember how evil you were. I remember how you would laugh at me when I was in pain induced by your selfish actions. I remember the lessons you taught me, and being cold and bitter towards anyone wo showed me affection or even spoke to me. I remember thinking to myself that if I lasted long enough, I could prove to you how much I loved you, but that moment never came. I came to contract an illness at a certain point in my life when we spoke of getting married. When I Turn to You for support and told you about the disease I had contracted your immediate reaction was to turn away and your exact words still ring in my mind "oh no no, stsy away from me, until you find out something else, stay away from me and my kids." You continued to use your children as an excuse for many of your vile actions, and it wasn't long before I found out that not even a week had passed before you had moved on. And about the things you did to me I don't think anyone can believe that someone can be so evil and cruel towards another person hence the excuse of being possessed by demons because how could a human being do this to one other human being showing no remorse whatsoever. I would say to anyone entertaining this idea, they haven't met you. All of the bad times, though painful, pale in comparison to the good times for they were only lies.