But let's call it chapter 30 for me, since that's my number this year. But as we go into '24, I'm excited and I hope you are too. I hope whoever you are hanging with truly appreciates You. Your time and your company.

I do miss you. And I'm fixing to always be missing you, in some sort of way. I don't have a psychologist or therapist, I don't really have family, or friends for that matter . And certainly not God. You know all this. But I do have myself, myselves, me. Crazy as that reads, it's better than nothing. Noone. This could be some epic saga and maybe one day I'll put it ALL into words. But at the same time I have better shit to do like keeping on keeping on. Which si what this is.

I couldn't figure out what NAW, meant. But none of the other titles or flairs seemed quite right. So I guess that's what it means.

Not a word?

Cause that's kind of how it went down from your end. A word could've been had after new years. Lol. Wtf. Idk about that that's crazy man. Crazier than even myself and my rants. Let's not even go there. Point is I didn't email you lastnight about having some of your things still, I am going to drop them at your house on the second and hopefully you'll have the final pieces of my own things crated and ready to grab. The roadside kit, muy important. You can get your own , not sorry.

I intend to change my number tomorrow, it's just time, so don't feel too special. Don't come by my work., if you need a truck rent it from a dealer or the other 2 locations but don't come to my store and I sure as shit will stay away from your place of business.

I have to buy another shrimp ring as I ate the one I had for tomorrow , tonight. Twas like 48 shrimps. But got damn. More tollhouse too. But the truth is I ain't going to miss you like that. I've already been some an adventure since this whole thing. Call it a redneck road. Call it growth. Whatever tickles you.

I hope you have been finding what it was you were after, I hope you keep it this time.

Don't come knocking (Stones) though.

Peace Major Melons.