What if i was more interactive to you that night.
Would the outcome of that time be any different.
Just like how i imagined it in my head, with you at my side, laughing and smiling, while holding your hand tightly as if I wanted this moment to last a lifetime.
But Alas, i was a fool and a slave to my social anxiety.
Perhaps the moment itself was just a fantasy, a daydream to distract me.

The truth is that I was too afraid, too insecure, too afraid of rejection or embarrassment, to make a connection with you.
I let my negative thoughts and emotions get in the way of what could have been a beautiful moment. The truth is that I will always wonder what could have been if I had just been brave enough.
I will always regret letting my own fears and insecurities control me.
I will always wonder if things could have been different.
I wish we had more time.