hi again, It’s been a year, but here I am, kinda messaging you here because you’re dating someone and I know I shouldn’t reach out.

I’m wondering if I love you right now. I think I do. I know our health values don’t entirely align, but you have a good heart and strong core values that definitely align with mine, and I think we’re going down the same path.

You’re going to open a retreat one day, or so you say. I want to help you do it. I want to have kids with you and move off grid with you…. I know I should move on, but it’s hard. Will I ever anyone as incredible as you are? I don’t think so.

Well, I tried to move on and date someone, but it felt all kinds of wrong. My body feels like it’s yours. I wouldn’t even let him touch my yoni. And here you are tonight, probably undressing this new girl.. kissing her… touching her.. it makes me want to cry. I could spend a whole day crying over it. I have. I just want to be with you.

I never thought you’d leave me. I thought we’d at least be friends forever. I thought I meant something to you. Guess I’m just a naive little girl 😞

How could I move on from someone I’m so connected with?

You’ve been dating her since late June…it’s been almost 5 full months. I don’t like where this is headed.