I’m cozy, but not comfortable. I talked to you all day, but I feel far. I had a productive day, but I’m somehow disappointed in myself for not doing more. I’m reminded of my mountain…

You have this special way of making these mountains get smaller and smaller. When you’re here - they don’t even exist.

I know it’s absolutely absurd of me to want to have you with me as much as possible. But. I do. I want to taste that 24/7 dynamic and I want to taste it with you. Mmmm. Wouldn’t that be nice? Sigh. In a perfect world, I’m sure. Someday, maybe. But right now I just.. miss you? 🤍

Especially on nights like tonight. Nights where I’m uncomfortable. It’s like. I have this feeling…where I just want to hold you because I know for a fact you just make me feel better. You’re my safety, you always have been. You make me feel whole.

I want to listen to your heart beat. I wan’t to feel the rise and fall of your chest while my head rests perfectly where it always does when we’re together.

I hate spending these nights alone. Maybe I should just ask you. Would you stay with me?

On night like tonight, would you come stay with me?

Nothing is really wrong, except. I’m uncomfortable. I want you all the time, but especially on the nights like tonight. I just went to hold onto you.

🤍