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I dont know what I’m doing
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I don’t know what I’m doing, but I’m trying to be strong for you.

I feel things, things I want to talk about. But I know you, and I don’t want to make you talk about things you are not ready to.

But maybe it was me that wasn’t ready. I don’t even know anymore.

All I know is that you feel good, you feel the best, you feel like safety and happiness.

I also know that you make me feel afraid on levels that make my mind go crazy…and…I wasn’t prepared for this new element of fear that is here this time too…

I DON’T know what am I doing, but I want to do it with you. I need to trust that you want that too.

What is “that” to you?

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