Please love me and please don’t go away.

I know this sounds so ridiculous and pathetic but it is one of my biggest wishes.

I don’t want to do this alone anymore. I want to get married and work hard and be happy and successful. I want to go on family vacations and have dinners together where we sit and laugh and enjoy good food and make plans and goals for our future together.

Even if it’s just a routine, boring day and uneventful I still want to share those days with you. I want to be there for you when you’re sick, or having a bad day and need someone to make you laugh. I want to be a team and work together towards a better life.

I long for the nights I can fall asleep in your arms and the days I can wake up to your face and kisses. I don’t care how toxic it sounds, I need you so bad. You bring me wishes and hopes and dreams. You make me want to keep going even though my god some days can be so painful.

How did this happen so quick? We were just friends and hanging out and then boom! When did you suddenly become my everything? When did I become addicted to you to the point of needing you like oxygen to breathe? I know I’m crazy but I hope you’ll stay forever, cause I am so very much in love with you.