I'm what, 3ish months into a break up I never saw coming. I am still very much in-love with her but trying to move on at the same time because I can't let this love rule what's left of my life. I'm in a place where I'm making a very decent income on paper. But I'm scared that I won't find anyone who I fit with as well as I fit with her. I could tell her anything in the world and she would be ok hearing it, she told me that's how people should work. I just don't know how to find someone who accepts all of my ok and not ok kinks and will treat me the same way. I have to hope that I'm going to find that, I am just very scared that I won't, and now I know I need to in order to make myself whole with someone else. I can't and won't hide anything from them. I don't know where to begin to find someone.