One thing I learned so so long ago even if you feel like someone has wronged you, you are only truly free when you let it go. Realize they owe you nothing and whatever it is you think they do they don’t. when they give a little you see it in a whole other light. They may say haha but what they really say we cared so much we went to these lengths. It’s different when you see the big picture. Still harmful in ways cruel really but that’s the gist of it. Haha yeah I know and I fell for it like a sucker punch, drunk on the Fourth of July. My poor heart you even told me for crying out loud. And I knew the second day and my head started swirling with romance like a heart struck imbecile. Swooning to the adrenaline rushes from seeing your messages and my heart fluttered a little gosh I’m such an idiot. I told myself no so many times and I kept it all inside well I wrote it out and I’m sure you’ve heard allllll about it because gosh people can’t just shut up and go away. Gotta give away all my squalls and my last gushing message was literally just shoot myself in the face I can’t take it back after I sent it bad. Beating a dead horse beyond its incomparable corpse. It’s been so long since I felt this swirling of emotions I’m glad that’s sorted now at least ugh just done wash my hands flip my hair and wave to the haters smile and wave boys smile and wave. Though as nails rough as rocks this little girl will knock ya off your socks for a night or two please don’t touch my shoes. I got the blues. Good cop bad cops see how it all plays with all them country boy lays. That’s all they want get the fun and move on. Just the one time bomb.the side toy the pawn in the players game of fairy fawns, she was chained you see her love ran deep and he knew it. He used it to destroy her and he tried so many tears she cried but through the rubble she arose. Face and hair just aglow renewing everything she knows.