I've been trying to forgive the wrong doings from my past and accept forgiveness in order for me to grow into a better man. The forgiveness isn't for me it's for thr ones who have wronged me from small things to things that are beyond comprehension. No matter this I want to better my life for me and to show my daughters I'm a loving father who can discipline them in order to keep them on the correct path I don't want them to grow up in a place of resentment or be out control I know a person can do so much there will be a time that they become there own and I will Cherish the time I have now. Hopefully I can find my souls reflection for now I remain hopeful but I wait and see . Life's short and. Painful but it's the moments of joy that make all the pain seem more like.lessons instead of burdens