would you know? would anyone call you? would you come to my funeral? would you lay a flower on me? would you cry?

would you care?

if i didn’t die, would you care if you never saw me again? you answered the latter already with your silence

so why do you care about my well being or state in the former questions?

if you cared so little to drop me, do you really care if i die?

because i feel like i can’t keep going every day i hope i get hit by a car every day i hope the world will take me where the fuck is death when someone’s wanting to walk through the door? there are so many others who want to live . im why cant i just take their place

there’s no one to save oneself except thyself . and thyself hath given up