Can’t believe this is how it ends. Years of love and support thrown away so easily, over misunderstandings and words launched in anger. I pride myself on believing everything and everyone has purpose and no matter how broken it can be fixed to fulfill it. But this, this takes the cake. With all your supposed wisdom and all your supposed insight, you’re completely blind. Or maybe it’s me I looked the other way too many time ignored the selfishness, accepted the talking down about me behind my back,allowed myself to be conscripted into your schemes, and supported your mischief. Maybe I rescued you too many times, maybe I should have been like everyone else who used you judged you talked about you and ultimately threw you away like rotten fruit. Maybe i should have followed my own advice about trying to be the good guy, cause all it did was make me bad and wrong. Maybe I should stop fighting and accept the truth you, just like many others, only saw me as gains, money, food, Christmas, clothing, hygiene products, trips, cars, rides, safety nets and so much more.

I will say that I’m honestly hurt and that this will leave a scar on my heart not because I lost something as conditional as a lover, but because I thought I had a comrade and now that’s gone and replaced with nothing more than a little boy doomed to fail… just like he always has… I guess my final lesson is you hold your self back when you’re self centered and incapable of genuinely doing something for someone that generates zero gains. You didn’t lose friends because you were real or changed and they didn’t, you lost friends cause you’re a liar, a cheat, a traitor, and a fake. You will probably get by for a while in life but one day karma will find you and eat you alive. I hope it dosnt I hope I’m wrong I hope you succeed but I doubt it cause people rarely change and when they do it’s usually into something worst. Bye