I’m 22, finishing my 2nd year of university. All my friends and people my age graduated already and I feel miserable. I feel so out of place at tutorials and lectures since everyone’s in their teens and still so… ‘young’. I’m not old but every time I try talking to someone they kinda just look intimidated/in a hurry and pace off. What do I do? When I pass by or go to any club events people stare at me like I’m a weirdo. I hate looking at instagram seeing everyone graduating/ enjoying themselves. I didn’t even want to join university late, I had to work to save up some cash and then attend since I didn’t want to take out a loan. Some of my TAs are probably my age or even know me (from HS or insta or smth) which makes it even more awkward. Is it too late, my family thinks I’ll be done soon but it’s not even close. Mental health services on campus feel unsettling for me to use cause I used to loosely be friends with a lot of people who volunteer there and it would so fucking embarrassing to meet them like this. Ugh, I thought reading week was going to bring me some peace, but the more I self-reflect the worse I feel