I’m back! Well I say I’m back, I suspect the vast majority of you reading this never saw my previous post, but those of you that did will be devastated to find out that I’ve made no attempt to replace verbosity with conciseness. So strap yourself in again, and if you make it through all of this then know I tip my hat to you.

Compared to this time last year, I’m no less white, with my hair still brown and eyes hazel. I’m a smidge over six foot, 85kgish, in decent shape. No smoking/drugs, vaccinated, clean – very happy to exchange photos early on. I’m also still a doctor. It’s a big part of who I am , it’s something I take a lot of pride in and (at the risk of sounding arrogant) it’s something that I’m very good at. I personally think it’s the most interesting thing in the world, and I have a bad habit of subjecting the people around me to lots (LOTS) of stories about this. So if you don’t want to hear about the time I had to remove some very questionable objects from some entirely unfit-for-purpose orifices, then you should probably run. Far.

Unlike last year however, I’m in a relationship! A very happy relationship, with an amazing woman. She’s amazing in lots of ways, not least being far far more attractive than I, and can even put up with my yammering. She’s also really very kinky, something she hadn’t explored before we starting dating but we’re now making up for lost time.

A relatively recent, and unexpected, discovery was her desire to explore cuckqueaning. It’s something we’ve been fantasising about, and she now wants to take the next step and experience the real thing. Yes, I do realise how lucky I am.

Now at this point you probably quite reasonably have some questions about what this would look like, how hard will it lean into the humiliation angle, what sort of dynamic this would be. The truth is, I have no idea at this point. To start with, the hope is that I find someone who is interested, we go for a glass of wine, and if the vibe is right we have some fun together. After that, your guess is as good as mine. It could well be that the fantasy doesn’t live up to the reality for her and that’s the end of it, it could well be that it becomes a bigger part of our dynamic and relationship. I honestly don’t know – which I think is part of the fun of all this!

You’ve probably already gathered this, but in terms of kinks I’m very much a dominant type. I’m open to most things, but some particular favourites include (in no particular order): bondage, sadomasochism, impact play (including face slapping), choking, anal play, oral play, some humiliation/degradation, public play, orgasm control/denial, CNC etc. If it’s not on the list, there’s a very good chance I enjoy it so just ask!

Hard limits – The usual. No underage, animals, illegal etc. Also, just because I’m open to a kink doesn’t mean I’m open to it right away. If you’re 18, never had a dynamic like this before and want to explore CNC or somnophilia? Sure, but not until we’re very familiar with each other.

That’s probably enough of my talking for now. If any of this interested you, then please do get in touch, I appreciate any messages you may have. If you think you’d like to be involved in this, then great! If you want to offer some devastating criticism of my writing, or indeed just me as a person, then go for it. And if for some reason you want to know more about me (and I can't imagine why), my previous posts contain yet more witterings.