Story of what happened when me and my friend got drunk one night last month. It still turns me on. There is more to the story of you want to hear it

Got drunk with my mate at a party. We are both straight. Played strip poker at the party with other guys and girls. Got to the point we where all naked. Anyway got back to his house. Carried on drinking and we spoke about the girls. He said wanna see some vids of him and his mrs. Show me on his phone her sucking him and fucking her. I got hard, he got hard. We went bed. I ld remembered I'd forgot my charger, I went into his room and he was wanking over his mrs. He was shocked but said he was too close, I got my charger and he said pass him the lube. So I did and said here you go mate and I tipped some lube onto his cock, it didn't go on properly and out of reflex I just touched like his groin area. He sort of flinched but didn't really move. I said great ive not got lube on my hand. He said just wipe it onto it (his cock). So I tried but I just ended up grabbing it and stroked it once to get it on. When I let go he just said that was decent mate. Ngl he was pretty big and I was horny from before. Idk why I said if and I feel weird now saying it but I said want me do it again. He looked at me weird and said that it's a bit weird and he said he'd close his eyes. So I just like grabbed it and started stroking. So I was stroking him and he seemed to be liking it. I started using two hands. So I'm not like between his legs on my knees. He said I needed more lube as it was drying up. I said ill use spit if that's OK. So before he answered I just spat on it. For context we both carried on drinking straight whiskey so we were both still drunk as fuck. After I spat on it he looked at me and said wtf I thought you were going do soemthing else then and laughed. I said like what. And he said I thought you were going put it in your mouth.