I've just felt really lonely this past bit. My friends are all away or on thier years abroad, and work just seems this uphill battle rn.

As much as I love this city, London can be this lonely place where you can be surrounded by people and still feel completely alone.

I'm just so tirred of hooking up with guys, I end up feeling better for a moment and then for the rest of the night I just feel worse than I did before.

Life just feels hard right now and I just want to hold someone, be held by someone, just stop to breathe and rest for a second.

I just figured, fuck it, you don't ask you don't get, and can't be the only who feels like this right?

About me, I'm M23, 6'6, work NHS, Like film & TV, love sci-fi, love existential talks about philosophy & psychology, casually (inconsistently) into gym, debatably good at Photoshop, not particularly serious about myself, and I can't think of what else I'm supposed to add...

If anyones interested or wants to talk, feel free to message:)