TW: assault/stealthing: One of my new boyfriends and I were fooling around in a hotel a few weeks ago. He knew at that point that it was condoms always. I felt a difference when he was in me and looked to notice he didn’t have a condom on. He did that for a few minutes then slipped one on. Then tonight at a movie he asked if he could rub me right there in my seat (he knows how I feel about public sexual stuff) so I said no then he grabbed my hand and was trying to go towards his dick. I feel like a fool for not just ending it as soon as he did it at the hotel, but I was two hours away from home and exhausted. I just needed to vent. I’ll be explaining to him why we are no longer going to be seeing each other and blocking him. I feel disgusted by myself for not ending things right on the spot, but I always make excuses for people. I’m fucking tired of it. Honestly, think I’m just going to focus on my other boyfriend only for a long while after this.