I can only seem to develop friendships with men. I feel like there is something wrong with me. I don’t know what it is. But I’ve lived all over north America and even other countries. The only people I can maintain friendships with is males. Things really solidified tonight when my high school friend told me she was getting married. We met up. I knew she’d been with her boyfriend a long time. Told me all about the proposal and how her high school friend… not me… even though I thought we were close… betrayed her. This is the case with every woman. They’re animated like we’re close in person. Then I’m a complete afterthought with anything memorable. I joined the military and left the west coast for the east. So there’s that and me not marrying and having kids like everyone else my age. Here I am. I get along with women. But I’m apparently not worthy of friendship. Is this normal? I don’t know anymore.