So this is going to be a full time rant because i am so angry and disappointed with my husband. Every month, I would be the one to initiate sex, sometimes even when I wasn’t ovulating. I just feel like I’m being measured by my performance each time, and the comments like “you gotta learn more about the art of seduction” or just laughing at my effort (total mood killer). It’s been really hard to get turned on as I get older, but I do try to flirt and spice things up for us. I always feel like my efforts go to waste and that I’m the only one in this relationship trying. This month, he got all hot and horny after watching something online and asked for sex. I just told him ‘No, I’m not in the mood. Next time maybe’. I could hear his frustration from across the room. I felt like I missed my opportunity, but at least he felt what I’ve been feeling (and I really was not in the mood). I’ve also rejected his flirting. I guess I’m just fed up. Maybe a temporary break from all this baby project would be good for me cos I feel burnt out honestly.