I(16f) have been sick since I wanna say Tuesday. It's my Thanksgiving break and I had stuff to do I needed to get homework done. Luckily I was able to get my art homework done before I got sick but I still need to get science done. But when I got sick every stoped it was the worst feeling ever. I had to go to the ER last night because I kept blowing my nose and had a really bad nose bleed that I thew up and got it all over my hands and my mom's hand and her shirt. I was screaming and crying like a mad man i thought I was going to die with how much blood came out. But luckily I was find after leaving the ER after 1am. But my mom and dad didn't sleep till 4am. My dad had to hold my hand and stay with me just to fall asleep because I was to scared that I was going to have another nose bleed. I was able to fall asleep but it took me awhile. And today I woke up feeling a bit better but I still felt like shit my throat was sore from all the blood and I couldn't even speak properly if I tried i would only be able to say a few words before I got in a coughing fit. But later in the day my parents still found a way to make food for Thanksgiving. I was able to say grace with them but after that I had to eat in my room by myself again. I didn't even want to eat it anymore but I ate some of it. Now here I am laying in bed trying not to cry so I don't get more sick all because I got sick. Fuck covid.