I have non cancerous tubers/tumors in my head which require yearly scans.. they could very well become cancerous.. Though the percentage is low, I have to live knowing that.. I have cysts throughout my body which has also required MRIs every other year or so.. it scares me bc I have to live like this. Knowing I could get cancer and a nurse nonchalantly told me this.. no one understands my anxiety going into MRIs either.. I could get SUDEP because the condition causes me to have seizures.. I've dislocated my shoulder because of a seizure.. I really am curious how much I go through before I just.. lose it.. it scares me and makes me question if anyone would risk dating me bc of this:/