It's pretty obvious I'm not a straight male.. Had to get that out of the way.. I told my mom years ago how I was bisexual.. She reacted by telling me she wants to get me help.. we had countless arguments about this.. She was brutal to me about this.. years later I had a huge bout of depression over my first guy crush.. I argued with my family often bc they misinterpreted my depression as being mad at them.. my mom was pretty cold to me during this time and it took her a while to noticably be nice about it all to me.. I did told my family that I had been having my heart broken by a girl to cover up my sexuality.. My mom didn't seem to give me a lot of empathy or sympathy, she gave my brother so much sympathy and empathy when he had his heart broken.. this all messed with my head and hurt me a lot to witness her being like this.. she came to terms later on when I saw a therapist for my depression and my mom had a session with the therapist saying she would be ok if I was gay and only cared for me.. she noticably forgot about this and I'm terrified to bring this up and give any attention to this to my mom.. I need to come out at some point to everyone but I still have like mental scarring to what my mom said to me and did to me at that time..