Got friendzoned and cucked (real story)

I really liked a girl and she is very beautiful to me she was short in height had same interests as me and we both became good friends last year. I liked her a lot she had kinda tom boyish look and I liked her personality of not giving a damn about what others think and keeping the world under her soles. I wanted to be her boyfriend and her submissive too. One day on text I confessed her how much I liked her and she couldn't believe it and thought I was joking but when she realised I wasn't she just told me that she respect my feelings but only sees me as a friend and I can still be her friend. To which I said okay thinking I might have chance in future. I used to meet her at any chance I get making all the efforts and doing everything for her attention while she barely used to give me any attention. She used to show me photos of other boys too saying that they are hot and I felt really jealous and eventually got friend zoned again by her. Then I realised that she also talks with other boys on text and I have been friendzoned and cucked very badly by her. We are still in contact and all I think about is another guy kissing her in front of me while he steps on me and reminds me I am a cuck. When I think about that girl all I think is licking and kissing her feet while she texts other boys.