There’s something that not many people know. The fact that I secretly like getting fucked by men. I love the feeling when they toss me around and stretch my tight ass with their delicious big cocks! It’s been going on ever since Ramona dumped me for the first time, 8 years ago.

It all started when I was modeling back in the days. There was this designer who messaged me on Facebook and asked me if I could model for his designs. I agreed right away. It was quite a big thing those days. Especially when someone really famous in my country asks me to model for his designs, why would I say no?

It’s just that I didn’t realize it comes with a catch. He asked me to come over to his apartment the following evening to take some pictures with his clothes. It made me wonder as to why his apartment and not his work place, but I was too happy about the opportunity, so I never asked. I went over the next evening, on time and he opened the door with just his sweat shorts and a tank top. I could clearly see his dick print and it looked biggg!

He greeted me with a tight hug and walked me in with his arm around my hips. It felt nice. He asked me to sit in the couch while he poured us a drink. We were chatting for a while and got carried away. Ended up finishing a whole bottle of wine and realized we were kinda tipsy to take any pictures. Then again, he made me. He said I’d be fine and I look beautiful this way. It was the first time someone ever called me beautiful, instead of handsome. I was shocked but I blushed and said “thank youuuu”. I was too tipsy to realize what was going on.

He brought me three sets of clothes. They looked very nice. One shirt was transparent, black, and the shorts that came with were like the butt shorts women wear. It was just an inch above my lower ass cheeks. Luckily, I maintain myself well. You wouldn’t see a strand of hair in my body below my eyebrows. Anyway, I asked him “are you sure you got me the right clothes?” And he replied saying “oh yes darling, you’ll look gorgeous in that!” As he winked at me. The next one was a hot pink shirt with little flowers and butterflies on them, and the pants that came with were super tight. It just makes my ass pop. Finally, the last one was hardly anything. It was a long short shirt, which pretty much looked like a dress. It was white but completely transparent and looked similar stockings. The one that came with it weren’t a pair of pants of shorts but a hot red thong which covers nothing but my dick. My ass would be completely visible!!!

My mind was going all over the place, but I couldn’t stop giggling. He asked me if I was ready, and I said “yesss, where should I go change?”. He replied saying “you’re gonna do it right here, in front of me darling. I need to make sure you’re wearing them right.” I nodded and started taking my t shirt off. He stopped me, and put them back. “That’s not how you do it.” He said, and turned me around, pulled me closer to him. I could totally feel his boner on my ass. It felt huge!

He started taking my pants off first, feeling my thighs. I whimpered a little. He took it off and looked at my underwear. I was wearing a boxer. He looked at me and said “you would look so much better in a v cut underwear.” I said “I’ll start wearing them from now on.”

“Good girl!” He said. “Girl?” Was my question, and he ended up saying, “oh sorry! Good boy!”. Little did I know that he was planning on turning me into a cock hungry slut.

He took my underwear off my grabbing both my ass cheeks from inside and dragged the underwear down as he felt my thighs, all over. It felt really good. His hands were strong. He smelt really good, and he was gentle. His eyes were on my ass, completely on my ass. Then he took my t shirt off, feeling my chest, and turned me around. He took a look at my dick and smiled. “I told you that you’d look good in v cut!” He said. I didn’t realize he was indirectly telling me that I’ve got hardly anything down there, and my only asset is that ass.

I was completely naked in a man’s apartment. He chose the pink shirt and tight jeans first, but before that he made me wear that red thong. He was taking pictures as I was wearing it, and I ended up posing like an idiot. The poses he made me do were quite odd as it only focused on me pushing my ass out to the camera. He made me do a few poses with the hot red thong. One of his favorites were me seated in the chair, facing the other way with my ass out as I was supposed to bite my lips and wink. I felt so girly. I didn’t realize that I had a feminine side until he made me do all that. He kept adjusting my thong the whole time but he did that just to play with my ass. I mean, why would he run his finger over my butthole? The worst part was me gently moaning for it. Oh well, I felt relieved and free.

He then made me wear those tight pants and pink shirts, took some pictures with it, and went to the next one, which was the black transparent shirt which ended just a little above my hips. Looked more like a crop top. Then the butt shorts. As I was wearing them, I felt really nice. I didn’t notice him taking pictures of the whole thing. From me removing one set of clothes, to wearing another. He captured the whole thing! I was too in the moment.

The poses he made me do on this were intense. He made me sit on the floor with my legs wide open and my hands up. Then the other was me holding my chest like I was covering my imaginary tits. It didn’t feel like something a male model would do. I didn’t even ask him anything about it. We just kept going. It was fun. We were laughing the whole time. The next pose was the one that turned the whole thing around.

He made me walk on the floor on all fours, pushing my ass out. I did it happily. Then he made me stop right beneath his feet, and held my hips. “You need to arch your hips for this” he said and he sat on the couch. I was right beneath him. His legs were wide open and his dick was peaking out of his sweat short. All I wanted was to feel it. Yes. That’s what I felt. I wanted to feel his huge cock! I’ve never seen anything like that in real life. It was at least 7”. As he tried arching my back and pushing my ass out further, I felt head move towards his cock. I pretended to lose balance and fall on his cock, on my face, and I did. I rubbed my face all over it and just kept it there for a few seconds. He saw me make love to his cock with my face and pressed my head against his cock. I couldn’t breathe. All I could breathe was his cock, not air. I tried coming up for some air, and I opened my mouth but he had other plans. He ended up shoving his dick inside my mouth and locked me up with his massive legs.

The wine started hitting me all at once as I was on my knees, bent over with my ass pushing out, deep throating a huge cock, face covered between his thighs, his legs wrapped around locking my arms, one of his hand pressing down on my head against his cock, with his other hand gently rubbing my butt hole. I was breathless, but I felt so good and turned on like I’ve never been before. I wanted to breathe but I chose to deep throat his cock tasting every bit of his skin. He tasted so yummy!

“Good girl! I love seeing how helpless you are! Didn’t expect you to submit it to me so soon hahaha! Who’s the good girl now?” He asked.

I tried to speak but my mouth was full, so I nodded my head with the utmost difficulty and he let me up for some air. It felt nice to breathe, at last!

“Finish what you started. Suck me off now’ he demanded.

“I’ve never sucked a dick before.” I said, making a puppy face. I was shy, but I wanted it.

“Aw my darling, am I your first?” He asked.

“Yessss!” I answered.

SMACK!!!

He slapped me so hard and I almost teared up. “Yes daddy” he said

I immediately knew he wanted me to call him daddy. I’ve always wanted women to call me daddy but nope, never happened.

“Yesss daddy! I’m so sorry daddyyy” I whimpered and immediately started sucking his cock. I sucked on his cock so good that he couldn’t stop moaning. I felt like a horny little girl who’d serving her master with a big juicy cock. That’s what was on my mind. I did not stop. I went on for at least half an hour as he held my head and released a huge load of warm, delicious cum! I swallowed every single drop. There was so much cum, as he took his cock out of my mouth, more fell over my face, and lips.

He said “stop right there! Don’t move!” I was on my knees, with both my palms on the floor, dressed in a crop top kinda transparent shirt and a butt short which exposed all of my ass, with my lips and face covered in cum, looking up at him like a hungry little kitten who needs more milk.

He snapped a few pictures as I was in that state. It got me going. I ended up making kissy faces and licked all the cum around my lips with my tongue. Then I moved towards his big juicy cock, started kissing it, licking it and sucking it. I didn’t realize he was taking a video of me being a naughty cock sucking little boy.

I gave him head for a few more minutes sucking all that cum out and sat on my knees with my palms on my lap, waiting for my next task. He took more pictures of me, and I kept posing. He loved it. Then he asked me to stand up, and turn around. I did as he asked. He took my butt shorts off and grabbed both my cheeks and started playing with it. He kept saying how fluffy it was and ran his finger around my tight little asshole. It felt really good. I just bent over, placed my hands on the table balancing on it and let him play with my ass.

He kept telling me how soft and delicious my ass was. He spanked me so much my ass cheeks turned red and it started to sting, but I did not stop him. I loved being treated that way.

The touch of his tongue on my asshole sent me shivers all over my body and I squealed like a little girl as it felt so good! I could feel my asshole loosen up as he kept eating my ass out like he was starving. He then gently dipped a finger inside my virgin ass and OMG it hit the spot! It felt so good! My legs were getting weaker and weaker as he gradually increased the number of fingers inside me. When four fingers were in, I fell on the floor without any balance and turned around to look at him hinting I want more with my slutty facial expressions. He didn’t take a second to gently slide his big fat cock up my virgin asshole and filled me up! I fell flat on the floor like a dead meat and moaned so loud with nothing but pleasure!

He took the hint and started increasing the pace. The thrusts started getting harder and harder squeezing my little dick and tiny little balls against the his floor carpet! I could feel something about to splutter out of my dick. I thought I had to pee, but with a few more thrusts, I had a mind blowing orgasm with so much cum gushing out of my cock, on to his carpet. My body was soaked with sweat and I was dead, but he never stopped fucking the life out of me, and I never asked him to stop either. My asshole was sore as fuck, but it started getting numb after a while as he was pounding me so hard against the floor, non stop.

I kept squirting drops of cum as time went by with him inside me. My orgasms were intense! I’ve never felt this way before. It was just amazing and I all I wanted him to do was to keep fucking me as long he wanted. After an hour or two of intense fucking, he asked me to get up to go to bed. I was dead. I was drained. I had zero energy. I kept falling as I tried to get up, so I turned around and looked at him with my puppy face. He felt so bad. He ended up carrying me to bed in his arms while his cum was dripping off my asshole on the floor.

He threw me onto his bed and gave me some water. I gulped it down and turned around flashing my ass for him to pound me again. He laughed out loud and said “look at this cock hungry virgin bitch! You want some more, Princess?”

I nodded and said “yesss daddyyy”. He spanked me hard and tossed me around so that I could face him. Then he kept a below underneath my ass, and placed my legs on his shoulder. I spread my ass cheeks open for him with my hands and then he knew to not take it easy on me. He spat on my face and said “you look prettier now!”. That caught me off guard. Then he suddenly shoved his big veiny cock inside me so hard. I moaned so loud! He told me that he’s gonna destroy me but little did he know that I was destroyed already. He fucked me in that position for over an hour while I came at least 4 times. Well, tiny little drops of cum to be honest, and that’s all I remember.

I woke up on the corner of the room floor, naked, cum stains all over me and my ass was extremely sore! I couldn’t move. It was the next morning already! The room door was closed and there was nobody else in the room. I freaked out and started wondering where Kameron was, and that’s when I heard his was from the living room. I thought he was talking over the phone but I heard two other voices! I tried to remember what happened the rest out of the night but I couldn’t. All I could remember were those thundering pounds I received from Kameron last night.

I slowly got up, and tried covering myself with a piece of cloth that could hardly pass for a towel. It’s quite longer than a hand towel, but that’s all I could grab. I wrapped it around my hips and it barely got around. I limped my way to the door. Opened it to see two other men seated on the couch chatting with Kameron. They looked at me and said “oh look! Your sex toy is finally up!”. I was extremely ashamed. I tried hiding behind the door but Kameron asked me to come out. I did. My first walk of shame.

The first response I got was “oh honey you look fucked!” And the other guy said “who wouldn’t want to fuck a bitch with such a slim body and a round ass?”. I started blushing like a little girl. Then Kameron asked me to come sit on his lap. I limped my way to his lap and sat right on top of his cock. I could feel his cock grow from underneath his shorts. He placed his hands between my upper thighs, squeezing each of them gently and introduced me to his friends. One guy leaned in for a hug, and I tried getting up to give him one, but my little towel fell. I had completely forgotten about it. I quickly tried to grab it to cover myself and he stopped me and said “there’s hardly any to cover, girl! Don’t worry about it. Let it go and give me a hug. I did as he asked, and stood up straight with arms open. He hugged me so tight running his hands all over my used and destroyed body. He grabbed my ass tight and I let out a gentle moan. He looked at Kameron and said “I can’t believe this bitch is ready for more after last night”.

I started wondering if they had fucked me too! I couldn’t remember anything at all! Kameron then asked me to go shower, wear the third set of dress, which was a sort long transparent dress, with just the red thong. I was excited but at the same time I was super sore. I didn’t tell him anything though. I did as he asked and came out of the room dressed like a girl.

I felt so fresh and rejuvenated. I couldn’t walk straight, so I ended up walking like my ass was stuffed. They couldn’t stop checking me out. All three sets of eyes on me. I knew they couldn’t wait to destroy me.

Kameron looked at me and asked, “how do you feel, darling? I said, “I feel great, daddy! I feel great”. He then asked me if I liked it last night. I replied saying I loved it. “Great! Have you been treated like this before?” He asked. “No daddy, never. You’re the first!” I replied. “Good girl! Do you like being treated that way? He asked. “Yessss daddy! I love it!” I said.

What he said after that changed my life. All my life, I’ve been thinking I’m an alpha, and dominant but little did I know that all the women I’ve been with were faking it. Just one night with him, and all that thought about me just disappeared. I realized I was super submissive and nothing but a beta male.

“Good girl!” He said.

“You’ve been so obedient and did everything I asked you to without questioning me. This is what I expect you from now on. I’m gonna introduce you to the fashion world, but this is your price.

You’re gonna leave whatever you’re doing, and come wherever I ask you to come. If I tell you that you need you to meet someone, you’re not gonna ask me who it is or why. You’re just gonna meet that person and do as they say. I’ll be sharing you with some of my friends as I wish, but I need you to be wearing dresses like this. You make a very good femboy. This is how I want to see you whenever you come over.

You won’t be going by your name hereafter. We’ll be calling you Nikki. It suits you better. You can’t turn your back on me because you know I have your photos and videos of your true self. You know exactly what’ll happen if you don’t turn up when I call you. Although your dick is small, it’s still a little too big for your character. You won’t be needing it much, do you?” He asked.

I quickly nodded saying no, and he said “good girl”. It made me feel so good. I wanted to hear him call me that often. I needed that validation.

“So here’s what’s gonna happen now. You’re staying over the weekend with us, and we’re gonna take turns on you. We’re gonna fuck you till you’re properly feminized. Understood, Princess?” He asked.

“Yesssss daddyyyy! I do! What can I do for you and your friends daddy?” I asked, shamelessly.

His friend took his cock out of his pants and made eye contact with me. I quickly got on the floor on all fours and crawled beneath his feet with my face right in front of his cock, looking into his eyes. He was hard and all veiny. I couldn’t stop myself from licking his cock from the balls, and all the way up. I kept teasing him with that for a while until he couldn’t control himself. He clenched his fists and shouted with his rough voice saying “suck my dick you sissy bitch!”

I was so afraid. I immediately gulped his thick cock down my throat and sucked him off till he relaxed and started moaning. “Oh yeahhhhh Nikkitaaaaa! Don’t stop! Keep sucking my cock you dirty slut! I’m about to cum!” He moaned!

SWOOOSHHH!!!

He released so much cum down my throat just a second later! I kept sucking him as I slurped all his warm cum down my throat!

That’s when it all started. I was getting used by three men over the weekend and it was one of the best times of my life. I never stopped going to Kameron until last year December. Three years of this and I transformed completely. My transition to a beta femboy. I’ve been keeping it a secret for a long time. Maybe it’s time that I tell Ramona. It all makes sense. She’s right. I’m not a real man. I just realized that I’m exactly where I need to be.