Hello! I just had a wild experience as a gay simp that I need to unpack so here we are!

I’m a 21M in my junior year of undergrad, and there’s this guy that I knew briefly in high school, and then years later talked to briefly on hinge. He’s absolutely beautiful; like a literal cherub with the world’s prettiest smile and a wonderful fashion sense! We clicked but then fell off and never reconnected. When I reached out on Grindr, even to just be friends, he ignored the message.

So I reached out randomly on a faceless profile and asked if he’d ever heard of a paypig or findom. I had expected him to say no and to just block him from embarassment, but turns out he had already used a paypig before! After some talking, I revealed my identity to him, and he was a little shocked that I was into all this, but then agreed to use me!

We were talking about the dynamic and I brought up the idea of us going thrifting, except only he buys clothes! And then I had a devious idea. I know I dress well and he said he needed new clothes, so I offered for him to raid my closet and take whatever clothes he wanted or felt like I didn’t deserve. He was super into the idea, and had me take pictures of my closet to scroll through. He had me bring two of my nicest jackets to his front door with money in the jacket pocket (about a 30min walk in the cold) then texted me commanding me to turn around because I didn’t deserve to see him in person yet.

I got home and he texted me pictures of him wearing the jackets and had me write little text essays detailing how/why he looks better in them than me. I’ll be so real I think I could fall in love with serving him 🥺