im sure this is a problem for a lot of people. i dont wanna pay 30$ for a textbook i just need to cite once or twice in a report. i hate stuff locked behind paywalls. i know i have scihub for research papers but z library is fucking gone now and im not sure what to do about textbooks. im autistic and struggle with executive dysfunction a lot, i know exactly what to do for my report but have a lot of difficulty getting myself to actually work on it. and now that when i have to spend time just to find a source and cant get access to it i get distracted even more. i needed to see a textbook if it would support my point and i cant find it for free and the next thing i knew im watching a video about the worst recorded case of schizophrenia. i know its a lot of fault on my part that i cant focus well but god it would really help if i dont have to waste so much time finding access to sources i need. also fuck the people who made z lib got taken down.