And it angers me. My feelings are never my feelings. It's just me being dramatic or sensitive or taking it to hard. It's never them doing something to hurt or offend me. It's oh it's because you're depressed all the time. And I'm not. I could be having a good day and someone can do something to drag it down not even necessarily ruin it but to take it from a 10 to a 7 and I speak up but it's me not them. And it spills into the doctor as well. Not feeling well or something unusual it's all in my head. Just go rest or talk to your therapist.... I know my body and strange lumps, discharges, pains and bumps are not mental. It's a hard daily fight to get to a place to venture out and speak for myself only to be told it's not what I think. And slowly, I start to believe it. I wonder is it me? Am I making a big deal out of it?, being too sensitive... And it pushes me deeper into the mental illnesses I have. Spikes my anxiety and depression, kills my hard-fought good mood...