I don’t share personal information with a lot of people bc a lot of the time they show me they could care less. They go so long not knowing much about me and all of a sudden “hey! i don’t know anything about you” attempt to pry in my life and then go to show they really didn’t care about me or anything i had to say. i feel like i surround myself with people who don’t care about me but those same people EXCEPT me to be there for them. be there to pour their hearts out, give them advice etc. and the one time i truly need someone they couldn’t give a flying fuck. now, i’ve stopped talking to most those people and have been blocked bc i’m not your shoulder anymore or have just been “forgotten”. Then, my life was lonely. now, this life is still lonely just quiet. this life is sad and miserable and depressing.

what i really want to say is: get a fucking therapist and leave me tf alone. all of you have the resources to do it so there’s no excuse. stop reaching out to me if all you’re gonna do is talk about yourself. stop saying we’re friends if you don’t care about what’s going on in my life and only talk about you yourself and yours. stop wasting my time and energy you fucking lychee (psa i’d never say this to someone especially the demographic of the people in my life where seeing a therapist is “taboo” or “weak” and could potentially hurt someone’s feelings)

but hey maybe i’m just a narcissist. pls let me know