God, all my life my parents have had unreasonable expectations. I had to have all As, watch my younger sisters, handle my mom's random mood swings whenever she gets mad.

Now I'm working full time, finishing my last year of high school, working my ass off to get my license. While watching three kids when they need it, and constantly cleaning up after them and their animals. (I'm rarely home, so the mess is never mine, and only one of our pets actually belongs to me.)

I had to call out of work today, and my boyfriend refused to take me to urgent care, because I didn't need it. (I have chronic pain, but work is just demanding.)

And I told my dad and he got mad saying I never should have gone over there, and I obviously care more about "not upsetting a guy I known tor three months but upsetting them"

I'm just done, they always turn everything into my fault. I always try 5o apolgize when I mess up and fix it.

I got yelled at just yesterday because I spent the night with my boyfriend, after I was out late helping his distressed mom.

I just really cant I'm sorry this is a rambling mess.im usept