In 2020 my mental health was already shit. COVID is terrible, I was unmotivated, I got rejected romantically 4 times and then on top of that I nearly died in a car accident from internal bleeding.
Now, I'm a high school senior struggling with PTSD and even more severe depression.
I feel extremely alone, I feel like nothing good will ever happen to me in the future. Nothing really changed, everything just got...worse.
I'm trying to get college applications in but I feel like maybe it's not even worth it anymore.
I don't feel like I deserve to be alive, and quite honestly, I kind of want to kill myself, or at least hurt myself.
Nothing has gotten better. I just wish I died in that car accident and didn't have to deal with being so alone all the time and getting left behind.
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