Hey,

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I was raised with the idea that I should always be striving for greatness and try to fulfill my potential and I've had a job basically since I was 14, so I haven't quite spent half of my life working, but it just all seems so pointless to me. I don't want to work a thankless, meaningless job. Part of me just wants to stay at home and mope.

I just don't understand how "adults" do it. How do they just go into work every day and be okay with it? I'm just so incredibly bored and depressed with all of my options and just want to take some time off and just not work. I just don't want to do anything.

I'm not sure where I'm going with this. I think I just wanted to complain and vent.