I’m 22 and still live at home. I’ve never had a job. I’m going to a community college for an associates degree currently even though it’s going to take me 3.5 full years to complete because of when I started and the fact that my anxiety is too severe to handle going to school full time. I’m taking 9 credits currently.

I’m starting to try dating again after 4 years of working on myself and recovering from an emotional breakdown that happened my senior year of high school.

I might have a paid internship soon. That all depends if my resume ends up being good enough and if they are willing to let me work 15-20 hours a week while I’m still in school. During the summer I could handle working more.

I just feel like I have nothing to offer to anyone, so I end up sticking to myself most of the time.

I grew up so privileged. Have a nice family. We aren’t rich at all but we live fairly comfortably. I have no reason for the such large shortcomings I’ve had in my life so far. I feel like I’ve failed myself and everyone in my family so far.

Sorry that this is so random but this has been bugging me for far too long and I needed to get it out somewhere.