I realized a few days ago why I took a photo with the rear camera. I have one eye larger and higher than the other, small eyes, a very wide nose, thin lips, and very marked expression lines (I don't know why if I'm under 20 years old).

It's very noticeable because my friend pointed it out to me and now it makes me insecure, I started crying and everything. I'm thinking about starting to raise money to have surgery because I feel like I can't even go out like this, I'm afraid that others will see me and be disgusted or something like that.

I used to wonder why at school they didn't put me on the lists of prettiest girls because back then I considered myself pretty, but not anymore. Now that even my friend realized it and I too, I understand everything.

The only thing attractive about me to a certain extent is my body. I am thin but I have curves, a nice raised butt and a more or less small waist (66 cm). But it's no use to me anyway, they'd have to put a bag over my head to have sex with me.